A new Start-Up decided to celebrate its success in a fancy party, and on my first night in San Francisco I got an invite and decided to play dress-up. Read on.
It’s probably been more than two years since I put on high heels and a pretty dress and tried to play normal. The dress, bought on a shopping spree with my sister was a great success, as for the normal I’ll leave it to you to judge.
It’s also been a long time since I was close to the start-up world, but after around the third or fourth conversation I got the point and remembered why I hated that world. No one was there to have fun, they were all selling something; their start-up, a friends’ start-up, office space for start-ups, you name it. Except for a few unlucky friends of friends that got sucked in by the promise of free alcohol and hors-d’oeuvres.
I tried getting some people to dance but it didn’t work. The music was pretty shitty but I spent some time on the dance floor, twirling alone, looking around, at all the masks, all the people who cared too much about how they presented themselves to actually make a connection or have fun. The real rich ones were mostly older investors; there was this slight distance around them. The entrepreneurs would sometimes ‘disrespect’ the venue and came with flip-flops and short. ‘We don’t play this game’ their game face was saying.
There were a lot of women, I’d guess around half were from the actual industry and not just girlfriends. There was a really annoying affect that I noticed. If I was talking to a guy or in a group anyone who wanted to join the conversation would make eye contact, smile, and wait to be invited. But if I was talking to another women they would just barge in and introduce themselves, positioning themselves at the top of the social hierarchy.
It was only in the after party in another club that things reverted to usual, business hours were over and sexual frustrated was in. I can’t even remember how many guys hit on me each in an idiotic and more annoying way then the other. I practiced being assertive and not my violent crazy self. “If you respect me you will respect my space and take your hand off my knee,” I told an Indian man who apologized and excused his behavior as culture differences. “I’ve been to India, so don’t bullshit me,” I said with a death stare.
Most men ended up going to a strip club, probably woke up with a killer hangover the next day, ubered to work and sat in front of the computer all day feeling empty inside. It’s a sad world out there folks, filled with silicon smiles and bubble dreams just waiting to burst.
very nice anthropological report from the wild 😉 wish i was there, i’d join you on the dance floor!